i'm so so so tired today. the weather is freaking hot!! keep sweat and sweat. actually today's training not very tough but the weather lah! too hot. really felt like DYING at that moment. celebrated ms koh's birthday. the cake is super nice! very sweet and its chocolate. guess i'm not suppose to eat, but i ate 2 pieces anyway. hehehe.

after netball went compass have dinner den walk ard. den jenny dunno why dun wanna go home. many little things happen lah. lazy to type. haha. erhm. den met zirong again! haha. but after a while have to go ler. and i forgot to bring my keys. =.= have to go get it from my sis. lucky she was nearby. hehe. den reach home and blogging now. haha.

tmr oral!! wish me luck.



stupid guy. i need a hug. from you*

watched "hot chicks" again on tv. i watched it last yr i think. funny! imagine u're a super hot chick in sch, u woke up and found out u're a man. a hairy man. cant imagine if it really happens. nice movie~ after watching this movie, i start to feel that my life isnt that bad. haha.

tuition this morning. was boring. went through sch's amaths midyr paper. got some mid yr papers from other schools too. think our sch's paper is easier than theirs. we need to complete them during the june hol and hand them in when our tuition resumes. after tuition went to hg mall with eunice, to see if i can sell my T610 and buy a 2nd hand 6610. a guy working in the hp shop saw my phone's condition and asked me if i had brought my phone along to a war. lolz. its tat bad? couldnt sell for a good price so decided not to buy sell first.

actually goin out with my sister but it rained so we decided not to. stayed at home and slacked. tmr netball training and tue having english oral. enjoy the holiday!!

vistrian race today!! weeee~ it was fun! though at some parts really run till veri tired and felt like giving up, but we didnt! haha. walked and ran a lot. do a lot of things like singing, using my butt to write north vista secondary school and things like this lah. had a lot a lot a lot of fun. mr malvin lim is a very nice teacher. and smart too. oh ya and fit. haha. yuen tuck veri nice also. help me, janice and xiao wei carry bag. when we run or when we're tired. haha. ke lian him.
after the race went to BK and rest. den slowly the other teams came. took pictures and walk ard. kena tricked by jenny they all. say the fountain there got fish. a black fish. i was so curious and tot it was real. while i'm concentrating and trying to look for the fish, they splashed water. and its not juz jenny. others also. haha. but quite fun lah. after that go trick other ppl also. in the end everybody wet. wahaha.

met zirong near palawan beach. quite shock cuz he actually saw me behind me, but i didnt know it was him. so when i walk till quite near he juz came over. haha. saw him in school tat time also. but a while have to go ler. this time also. havent really sit down and talk with him for a very long time liao.

after the whole thing went to harbour front centre rest and walk walk with janice xiao wei and yuen tuck. den sian liao we went back to hougang. then janice and xiao wei went home first. me and yuen tuck went to have dinner. den he bought me a sunflower. he promised me to buy me one when i'm sick. haha. he still owe charlene a tuilip. lolz. den went home pack my table a bit. cuz really too messy.

drained. gonna slp early tonight!!

got back results. so so so disappointed. compare to my last yr's results, i did really veri badly. and i think my class got a lot of ppl fail. cuz i got 59.8 and i'm still 10th in position in my class. such sucky results i can get 10th in my class. so can see how bad my class is compared to other classes. i'm really, very, so not happy. at first i got back my results i still dun feel as bad. it's only when i sit down and think about it, i realise i really did so badly that i dun ANYTHING this june holiday. my mum didnt scold me or anything but i really feel bad. SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE.

mrs chia told my mum i was talkative and cant concentrate in lessons sometimes. i think my mum is goin to control me liao. i dun think i can go out as often. haiz. wonder wat my dad would say when he see my report card later. i know he wont scold me. that's when i feel guilty.

went out with jenny juz now. veri fun lah. totally forgot about my results. had fun with her. until now, when i sit down and think about it, i dun think i deserve to have all the fun. haiz



iamsadtoo*guhaemevigdnaemotemocnacuhsiwiwoh. cheer up.
secret msg:JENNY! REMIND ME NOT TO SLACK!!!

woke up couging badly this morning with one eye a bit swollen. told my mum and decided to miss school today~ haha. though can slp longer but i feel weird. really veri weird. keep thinking wat they are doing in school. haha. not goin to see doc. i think juz drink something for cough de den ok liao. haha. tmr sure will turn up for school! its last day of school!!

watched 'Diva. Ah Hey' juz now. charlene choi is so cute. she's a super kind and nice girl in this movie and always helps ppl. in the end she got wat shw wanted and live happily ever after. in real life WHERE GOT SUCH THINGS ONE. haha. not everyone is as lucky as her. haha.

i'm so so so so bored. i've been looking for things to do. but everytime i cough i felt like dying. haha. but its getting better! i can feel it. lolz. thinking of wat to do later. mayb read 'The Mediator' my fav bk. haha. sms yuen tuck half way nv reply me.. so so so bored!! =(

ppl, misss me??? i know jenny misses me. haha.


HEY! jenny, miss me rite? dun worry, i will go to school tmr and let u see my cute face. xD

today only attend 10 min of emaths lesson. cuz we were late den mrs loo ask us to stabd outside. for soooo long. but had fun. cuz we stand outside talk talk and play. haha. she always frown.. nv see her smile one. mr lee not ard today so physics lesson free! hmm.. den eng lesson do filing den chinese lesson slack. haha. morning netball, went to gym. quite ok lah. though a bit tiring.. den 9 plus went for the sci thing. veri wu liao! go there listen to mr lee teach den the korea ppl coming so mr lee teach again for them to see. repeat the same thing. and we juz sit down there answer to the same qns asked juz now. a bit bored. den mr lee teach half way, havent start do the experiment they go off liao. zZzz.. den we go there sit sit go back netball. but we cannot play lah. only can see. cuz we're in uniform liao.

after school went hg mall for lunch. xiao wei didnt go cuz she goin for buffet with her family or wat. den janice, lileen, mabel, jenny and me went hg mall. janice and jenny checked their ear. like veri pain. haha. den mabel and janice go early. left me lileen and jenny. we chatted a lot. anyhow chat. talk bout ghost, magic, ppl who died and a lot. haha. talk for super long den we go. on our way home we helped a auntie to find back her dog. so cute. haha

met my neighbour in the lift. actually i dunno them lah. juz knwo they live in my blk. his daughter damn cute. haha. high5-ed with me! haha. den she jump and call me jiejie at the same time. haha. den i say byebye le, she gave me a flying kiss~ hahaha.

wahahaha.. =D happy, shalalala.


LOOK BEHIND U. SEE TAT G * OST? =x

i've got a new bed! a damn hard one but i like. haha. its better for my backbone. think its getting worst! hopefully i wont need an operation!! today hear from shirely.. like very tong ku like tat. hear till i scared scared.

netball training was okie. only the front part veri tiring. cuz need to run inside the sch 20 rounds. veri tiring.. but me and xiao wei slacked a lot. haha. tmr needa go sch for training at 8 den bout 9 like tat need to go help mr lee. dunno wat demo one.

got my overall results and i didnt do well!!! mrs chai gonna meet the parents of those who got 20 points and above for L1R5. i got 24 points =( .nvm. i shall listen to wat mrs chia say about me. haha. already in the holiday mood so during lesson time veri sian.. dun feel like studying.

LILEEN. NOT URS. MINE!! xD haha. i'm not ur mui mui~

oh ya and i forgot to mention about ytd. went shopping with my mum and sis. bought a lot of clothes. love goin out with my mum and sis cuz they pay for everything, like food and clothes. bought 6 tank tops, 2tshirts and a pair of shorts. wahaha.

hi jenny the uncute~ cutie here writing u a secret msg! the secret msg is: HE'S MINE!

went to temple juz now.. pray pray~ den went to cousin's hse sit sit. her hse changed a lot~ very nice too! i wan my own room! i wan a big wardrobe with many many clothes! a big table with a big big mirror! i wan aircon! i wan a digital camera! i wan a new phone!! i got so many things i wan. to have my own room, i have to wait till my dajie's married. den i can have my own room! haha. but dunno when. i'm not trying to chase her away lah. ahah. i will miss her.

tmr eleven plus not goin out again! cuz some of us cannot make it, example me. needa go pray.. my grandma. i miss her! den after that i think go shopping with my mum. hehe. gonna buy a lot of things!

my desk is so so so so messy~ i cant find my things now. books, earrings, clips, pens, everything, everything is one my table! haha. lazy to pack~ haha. i will, during june holiday~ hehh.. bought a book today. 'Bras and Broomsticks' sounds interesting huh? haha. a lilttle bout witch. about a girl with some witchy skills. haha. i think i like this kind of story. i read 5 of 'the Mediator' bout a girl who can see and communicate with ghosts. haha. veri interesting~ and this girl, actually shared her bedroom with a super handsome guy who died 100 years ago and she's falling in love with him. falling in love with a ghost? oh nono.




hi zining the cute. [yucks] FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM! muahaha..

tot of changing my blog add. cuz eileen_piggie sounds a bit weird and common. haha. but i cant think of any special ones so stick with this bah. went out with jenny today. went to ferre park den chinatown with her. still got a lot of time b4 we go to kbox so we juz sat down and chatted. we chatted a lot, a lot~ we chat everything and gossip. haha. i feel so bad now. >_< i'm sorry god! dun punish me. sing too long a bit sian. cuz finish singing all the songs we wan. so we watched edison's mtv!! he's so so so so so so so shuai! haha. even jenny says he's shuai! especially in one mtv he look damn handsome. when he smile and look at u, u'll melt!! haha.

i'm goin for a backbone check up again!! 've been skipping since last yr and its getting worst! so must go checkup. i dun wanna have operation!but think its not tat bad lah. lolz. but if i do need to have an operation, i cant do sports! i cant play netball and many many things! have to rest for so long and by the time i recover i have to re-train everything and i will get fat cuz i cant exercise. lolz. i'm thinking too much. hopefully these wont happen! so when u see me slouch,hit my butt and ask me to stand straight.. haha. my mum is getting me a new bed. a hard one. i like!

i always believe that when i got sth good, i will have sth bad too. its like i have a very happy family but i'm not smart. lolz. sth like tat. so when i'm in bad luck, or sth bad happens to me, i will think tat since sth bad had happened to me, sth good will happen to me later. haha. but trying to think positive! actually quite positive to things unless i'm really thinking too deep into it. life is never and never will be perfect. =(

tmr goin to cousin's hse! havent been to her hse for dunno how long liao. used to stay over at her place during holidays when we were smaller. hmmm. tired... gonna slp early!



NG NG WAT ARE U DOING? PEEPING MY SECRET MSG???

wasnt really in a good mood today. super sian. but i still went mad during english lesson. haha. juz kept laughing and laughing with xiaowei. about -char shao bao- hahaha. dozed off during emaths lessons for dunno how many times den mrs loo ask me to go to the board to present my answer. lucky i got it correct. haha. cuz juz wake up cant think properly. lolz. after sch pei janice go back home to get her physics file den go back to school again. tired and hungry~ nv eat breakfast, recess. only lunch. so so so damn hungry. haha. but had fun with them.

yuen tuck went to get his spects and he said 7pm. i waited at my mum's shop till 8.45 . actually i could stay at home and watch my big big tv one lor! budden i went to my mum's shop to watch that small small tv juz for him~ grr.. but nvm~ haha. xiong wei came along too. quite funny lah.

stayed at my mum's shop for quite long cuz my dad wanted to watch channel u. -you hua hao hao shuo- abt depression. den my dad keep ask me take note and understand wat they are saying. as if i will kena like tat! haha. nono i wont. i so cheerful! lolz. if i really do, i will jump off the building and play the jump-off-the-building-and-bounce-back game with jenny. haha.

dunno why i feel scared. scared of wat i also dunno. this make me feel more scared. lolz. mayb i'm scared of sth i've forgotten. hmm! must see doc! lolz. tmr goin out with jenny. monday with eleven plus =D




cold. warm.

netball training today. quite slacky but i'm still tired. raining raining. these few days keep rain. after netball went compass for dinner with jenny, lileen, yuen tuck and siti. we act like retards again. haha. crapped quite a lot.

got back all the papers and i'm not happy with my results. did badly and i failed amaths. i failed the only subject i went tuition for. how to face my tuition teacher! some ppl are juz so so so smart. they like no need to study one? can get so high marks. mug till i die also cant get as high as them. i'm juz stupid.

wasnt very happy about the things going ard me. i'm not happy with my life. i'm thinking too much mayb. no one to blame. haiz!

and i need a new handphone and a digital camera badly. i needa save!!! but i'm really broke. june holiday's coming! sure keep go out one. den spent $$ again!!





falling deep once again =)

tiring today! went kent ridge park today. it was raining lor! all wet, tired and hot. keep walk and walk and walk. and we keep climbing those steep staircases when we could actually juz walk straight. =.= stupid us. in the end we nv complete the whole thing lah. we went back to the starting point to copy answers. hehe. smart? den sit there wait damn long for some missing ppl den we went back to sch. went to heartland mall for lunch. ate salmon bowl at yoshinoya! but was damn tired. at heartland mall i was quite quiet except when we're at mini toons. i act like a retard again. haha. me and janice wore a cap and start acting like a nerd too! haha. fun! the rest stayed back to pei janice till 5 plus so she can go her tuition. but me and mabel went home first. i actually decided to stay but mabel was goin home alone so i changed my mind and pei-ed her. haha. oh ya and i was suaned by many ppl at kent ridge park today >_<

i was went to edison's website. he's so cool~ and so cute!! he's not tat popular in sg but in hk i think he's quite popular. new movie coming up. initial D, MUST WATCH!!

and ppl, i GOT EYEBROWS. juz that mine are lighter and lesser than u guys. but i DO HAVE EYEBROWS. haha. took neoprint with them today and they drew eyebrows on my eyebrows. =.=


not the same anymore

tiring day! went to meet shirely, lileen and xiao wei for lunch den went for netball at 2.30. ran 8 rounds ard the sch. sounds easy but so hard! cuz exam period eat too much lia0.. =( haha. hmm den went to the hall. do few rounds of dodges , side steps all these den play a small game. we're suppose to pass the ball to our own team mates and defend our opponents when they got the ball. 10 passes to win. haha. fun! but tiring. have to run all over the place. but enjoyed. starting veri enthu keep running. den after tat slow down. haha. den decided to go home after training. cuz i'm broke! or we are broke!! but in the end we still went to mac to have dinner. use ez link card to pay. haha. den went home and reliase my mum got cook! forgot! den i ate again. i am going to gain weight. >_< tmr need to wake up early again! =(




its different

went kbox with l.a.m.e today! had lots of fun. b4 tat we went arcade. play DDR. waste money but addicted. haha. den we went to kbox. each person$9.60 but plus service charge all these becum $15 like tat. i'm so so so so broke! broker than ytd! hmmm but had fun lah. sing a lot of weird songs. i sang 2 of eidson's cantonese song! though i dunno how to speak cantonese, but after listening to his songs so so so many times i managed to sing a few parts. hehe. sang only 2 cuz the rest not tat nice den they all dunno cantonese except lileen. sang old songs too. haha. laughed and joked a lot. mabel went home first den me lileen and xiao wei continue singing till 7. sang for hrs but fun! haha. den went home after that.

netball tmr!! die! stamina drop a lot. eat too much. sure have a hard time tmr!




confused!!

its 8.15 am now. no school for us but i'm woke up so damn early juz to go to sch to pull the flag. its raining lor. all wet. rained so we need not pull the flag. juz stand there only. worst enuff lia0, go there stand stand den go home. but the worst of the worst is the FRC was CANCELED. so me and lileen went home. we went to school for NTH. grr.. all wet and tired. waste our time! can slp one leh! cant really get back to slp so use com first. mayb have breakfast le den go to slp. haha. later meeting l.a.m.e but dunno where to go. no movies to watch~ juz walk ard bah. i'm so so so broke!! i'm gonna survive with juz $10 today! shall blog later at night! =D






still.still.

tuition today. quite fun cuz we keep bully eunice. wahaha. den no mood to study cuz we're all in the after-exam mood. haha. so actually slack whole lesson. haha. waste money. actually meet jenny at 12.15 but she was late as usual! den me eunice and tuck went hg mall. yuen tuck pierced 2. [ah beng ah!] haha. veri pain. whole ear red. haha. den eunice go le left me and yuen tuck so we went to eat lunch first. eat lia0 still got a lot of time den wait for jenny. she reach le den we went orchard. went heeren and far east. yuen tuck bought the most things. spent dunno how much. i bought a tee from oxygen for myself and a necklace for jenny. we damn bo liao. we both bought one den exchange gifts. haha. took neoprints and photos with yuen tuck's digital cam. the battery went flat after a while. i wanna buy a cheap cheap de digital cam too!! den xiong wei and xiao kenneth came also. den walk walk went to eat den go home! xiong wei came to my hse to use toilet. den tuck came to see my erjie. all tickos. haha. say my sis pretty. of cuz lah! my sis leh. tot who?! haha. after awhile they go home le. had fun with them espeically jenny. tmr think going out with lame. not sure yet. =D

oh ya. and i gotta go to school tmr when i actually no need to!!! cuz had to go full flag. on duty. zZzz sian!! my beautiful monday. my sleep!! GRRRRRRR


still.

today was fun! went to sentosa with eunice. we actually dun really know how to go. all thanks to zirong! haha. met eunice at 10am den reach there bout 11.30 like tat. found a shaded area den we settle down. start taking pictures and chatted. play with water, lie down there and feel the heat. haha. den after that went to harbour front centre. walk ard. buy some stuffs den took pictures again. haha. went to cold storage to take pics with fruits. haha. a bit lame. lolz. really veri tired. den went home ler. overall really fun. =D

changed my blogskin. haha. find this quite nice. i love myself too much. x)

weee exams are over! its party time! wahaha. went to cineleisure eat sushi buffet to celebrate with 11 plus but jenny didn go. if she go it would be perfect! hmm eat till full full den veri sleepy. walk ard but veri sian cuz really veri tired. so went heeren shop a while jiu go home ler. but i went to my mum's shop. my T610 spoil again. my hp sucks. haha. cuz of me =( lolz i washed my phone. can u believe it? haha. cuz drop on public toilet's floor. so i first reaction was to wash it. haha. stupid rite? lolz. den water juz went into the holes. haha. mayb buying 2nd hand de 6610. nokia better. hehe. tmr goin out with eunice! den sunday with jenny and yuen tuck! den monday goin out with LAME den tue go out with eleven plus. weeee! i juz love the feeling! wahaha. enjoy!

weeee finally online! haha. didnt use com for dunno how long. cuz i cant study with my com on. will keep using den nv study. haha. eng chinese ss and physics paper over! all the papers i dun have confidence to pass with good grades.. especially eng and physics! my eng since sec 1 is already like juz pass juz pass kind.. den physics veri hard. mayb to me only lar. next week die lia0! still so many subjects to go.. study till siao!

i miss my grandma! tuesday during the USSR period i cried a bit cuz i think of my grandma. the story we read is about a guy who died lar. den funeral all these.. made me think of my grandma. i was feeling quite sad liao den chatting with xiao wei they all bout songs i heard at my grandma's funeral. den i sing sing a bit den cry lia0. i realise these few yrs i nv hugged her b4. really hope i had hugged her when she's ard. my grandma always save the best rice for us.. [she sells rice. with my grandpa] den always call my mum and ask bout me and my sisters. she always give me rewards when i got good results.. forever smiling at us.. and she can make super nice dumplings.. i really miss her.

tuition today.. yuen tuck joined us.. haha.. quite funnie. hmm ytd went compass study with lileen xiao wei and tuck. quite fun. but i think i didnt study much. today after tuition came home slack den start to learn chinese. almost forget all ler. and i still got one chapter havent cover. read social studies.. i'm dead. i nv listen to ss lesson one. den study physics.. still got many chapters to go.. juz start only.. tmr must work hard. i will try. haha

cousin came to my hse juz now. very long nv go her hse stay lia0.. haha. miss all those time. oh and she tagged my tagboard in front of me juz now =.= haha. she's really good at writting poems.. read at her blog and u'll know. her friends too.. haha.. she's talented..

i'm veri tired now. but juz felt like chatting.. =D heh.. later go play the sims a while den slp.. at least muz let my sims make out first den can slp. =x hehh..



i miss u. jia you.